This is not an excerpt from our gripping thriller ‘Your Last Breath’, but rather a snippet from our main character’s life before he became a serial killer. More journal entries from my co-writer, Doug Lafuze, to follow. Please read and enjoy.
Do you believe in destiny? I used to. I used to believe my destiny was to be a famous author. To write lots of novels and make lots of money doing what I love. Now I don’t know what I believe. Maybe you don’t control your destiny? I don’t know, all I do know is that I will never be a famous author like I had planned. It’s not possible for me any longer…well dad, I guess I am going to prove you right, I am never going to do anything productive with my life because I am pretty sure it is over. I’ve done something so stupid, so…so…I can’t even find words to describe it at this moment it’s so idiotic. I have ruined my life, forever. Yet, I can’t believe how calm I am right now, knowing just how fucked my life is. It’s all over, so over. Fuck!!!! Dad even said I would probably end up in jail that night he threw me out of the house. He was so prophetic, why the hell did I have to prove him right? Fuck!!! I can’t believe I have done this, I can’t believe I have killed someone. No, I didn’t just kill someone, I MURDERED them, with my own two hands!!!!!!!!!!!! … More via Ray’s Journal, 5th entry